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Advice: Don’t set your wallpaper to rotate pictures of the Doctors. Because when you finish...

Sat, 18 May 2013 01:36:34 -0400

Advice:

Don’t set your wallpaper to rotate pictures of the Doctors.

Because when you finish masturbating and close the window, Tom Baker may be staring at you.

He knows.

They all know.

Wendell’s definitely trying to hook me up with someone. But he won’t say who and...

Fri, 17 May 2013 11:23:49 -0400

Wendell’s definitely trying to hook me up with someone.

But he won’t say who and it’s driving me NUTS because there’s like no one her my age, really. And no one who would even… like me? Not that I’m unlikable. I just have weird interests, I guess?

There’s no one here I could imagine ever babbling about Doctor Who with.

Also, I have a thing for the crazy type and they just don’t hire insane geniuses here.

So I’m worried.

Exactly that! It’s amazing that some people can just be...

Fri, 17 May 2013 10:49:37 -0400

Exactly that! It’s amazing that some people can just be people without worrying about how they’ll be accepted. I’m not saying I’m holding out for universal acceptance, but if the wrong person doesn’t like you and they make some kind of confrontation about it, I won’t be able to handle it. So it’s more like a defense mechanism for me to try and fade into the background and not be noticed and therefore judged.

And I think anxiety is one of the harder things to explain to people who don’t get anxious because, you’re right, they do think it’s as easy as switching it on and off. Because worrying is the default for anxious people while everyone else is running around taking care of the things they need to instead of sitting around paralyzed with fear over the things.

My god, the number of nights I’ve gone hungry just because the supermarket terrifies me…

"I enjoy talking to you. Your mind appeals to me."

Thu, 16 May 2013 23:31:36 -0400

“I enjoy talking to you. Your mind appeals to me.”

- George Orwell, 1984 (via sadexistences)

I think that there are people who don’t know how terrible the world is and thus they live...

Thu, 16 May 2013 16:16:29 -0400

I think that there are people who don’t know how terrible the world is and thus they live happily.

And then there are people who can see how terrible the world is, but have a coping mechanism to deal with it and thus live happily.

Finally, there are people who see how terrible the world is, but find the situation hopeless.

I love every-fucking-thing.

Thu, 16 May 2013 14:28:32 -0400

I love every-fucking-thing.

hikkomijian: if you wanna date me you have to fight my 7 evil anxieties

Thu, 16 May 2013 13:48:13 -0400

hikkomijian:

if you wanna date me you have to fight my 7 evil anxieties

GUESS WHO’S GOING TO ERIE!

Thu, 16 May 2013 08:56:58 -0400

GUESS WHO’S GOING TO ERIE!

Looking at flights out to see Mom next weekend and the only problem I’m having is that the...

Thu, 16 May 2013 08:33:59 -0400

Looking at flights out to see Mom next weekend and the only problem I’m having is that the website gives me the times for LEAVING PHL, but not when I’ll be BACK.

And I need to talk to my mom about it. BUT OMG I’M SO EXCITED. It’s gonna be nice to get away for a little bit and relax and blah blah blah. I look forward to it.

You’ve got to pull yourself together Not for them, but for yourself But if I don’t...

Tue, 14 May 2013 21:17:50 -0400

You’ve got to pull yourself together

Not for them, but for yourself

But if I don’t believe I am a self

Then who do I pull together and for whom?

Cute guy I whose name I don’t know bummed a cigarette. Idk who he is, but he’s cute and...

Tue, 14 May 2013 15:30:04 -0400

Cute guy I whose name I don’t know bummed a cigarette.

Idk who he is, but he’s cute and well dressed.

And probably way too old for me.

At this point, I am really considering quitting everything and moving to Erie with my mom. Leave...

Tue, 14 May 2013 14:04:11 -0400

At this point, I am really considering quitting everything and moving to Erie with my mom.

Leave EVERYTHING and start again.

I keep wanting to talk about how I feel but it keeps sounding really pathetic and makes me stand...

Tue, 14 May 2013 13:59:25 -0400

I keep wanting to talk about how I feel but it keeps sounding really pathetic and makes me stand myself less and less with every attempt.

Things ARE NOT alright, but I DO NOT want to talk about it.

I hadn’t even brushed my hair yet.

Sat, 11 May 2013 18:49:59 -0400

I hadn’t even brushed my hair yet.

I may be intoxicated on a weird mixture of chemicals. The question is: Do I wait to sober up before...

Sat, 11 May 2013 18:42:25 -0400

I may be intoxicated on a weird mixture of chemicals.

The question is: Do I wait to sober up before watching the new Doctor Who?

Trying to email photos of my glitter bottle from my phone to my email, but it’s taking...

Sat, 11 May 2013 16:51:54 -0400

Trying to email photos of my glitter bottle from my phone to my email, but it’s taking foreeeeeeeeeeveeeeeer.

I basically dumped it and started again this afternoon. It’s better now. =)

"Stay close to anything that makes you glad you are alive."

Sat, 11 May 2013 16:33:32 -0400

“Stay close to anything that makes you glad you are alive.”

- Hafiz (via fabulousbitch69)

Ideally, my other package would arrive today and I could use its contents while Will’s off at...

Thu, 09 May 2013 10:08:13 -0400

Ideally, my other package would arrive today and I could use its contents while Will’s off at his mother’s.

And then I would go to sleep because I’m a moron who doesn’t know how to take care of herself. But at least I got the dishes done.

Photo

Thu, 09 May 2013 08:55:31 -0400

Had a little glitter trouble earlier, but I now posses a glitter bottle! The liquid is blue and I...

Wed, 08 May 2013 21:39:33 -0400

Had a little glitter trouble earlier, but I now posses a glitter bottle! The liquid is blue and I used green, purple, and black glitter with a few silver stars!

I want to pour out some water and add more corn syrup, but it’s good for now. You’ll get pictures when I have access to Will’s awesome camera phone.